22 posts from 2008

1) i dont know what to do with my life even when i studied a career i dont like
2) i want a job that is easy and has a paid that gives me just what i need to live alone, i dont care if i'm never able to buy a car or something really expensive.
3) i'm addicted to Slash, favorites are Carl/Gabriel, JC/Justin, Jason/Grant
4) same goes to Yaoi, boy love is so hot and i dont care if someone disagrees with me, it's sexy and i'm a proud fan
5) Russell Crowe rocks my socks
6) i've never had a boyfriend so i'm a virgin
7) my heart was broken on April 7 2007, i thought the asshole likes me, but he just used me and made of me a completely fool, he tried to take advantage but i didnt give up, he threw me as shit that day, i regret everyday that he was my first, only and last kiss, it's disgusting.
8) Karma is my god and i believe you receive what you deserve, sooner or later, karma hunts you down
9) i live alone, in an apartment my parents own.
10) i love my 2 beautiful dogs more than me or anyone else
11) i dont have friends
12) anime and manga are my obsession
13) i believe in magic, dragons, werewolfs and everything that it's magic related.
14) i love to read!! i want to have tons of books as decoration on my apartment
15) Frasier is my favorite show
16) XBOX 360 and Master Chief owns me

i love this guy jajaja

And this quote is awesome,

Kaname-sama.... I love you! I love you! You are the begining of my world and everything in that world. So even if I couldn't remember my past, I wasn't scared.

Today i,

- was in charge of the 6 projects of the company, a coworker told me Isa called sick so i was alone, the boss didnt call me to tell me or something, Nooo for her i don't exist and i'm stupid.

- did pretty well for 5 hours there, time really flies!

- Isa arrived almost at 9pm when i was preparing myself to give a readout, she gave the readout, she called the boss first and she didnt ask about me or something, i truly hate her, she didnt care at all about me

- anyway, i closed 5 projects, sent the reports, and i'm pretty sure, tomorrow she is going to tell me i didn something wrong, but i dont care jaja

i'm hungry, i didnt take my lunch since i was the only one there and even after she arrived, i still had to prepare everything for the closing, but did she care? of course not but karma will pay me.

They installed a Fun Fair outside our building, yesterday i decided to checked it out, they have many attractions, games, weird huge food!! I went there on my lunch time at night, it was cool.

My mom called me 3 hours ago, she's already with my dad, i spoke to him and he thanks me for loving them, that was really weird, i mean, i care for them, they are my parents, why i wouldn't? es, we have our bad days and sometimes, weeks, but still i love them. He really creep me out.

I also uploaded pics from the 4x4 road from last Saturday

What do you love most about your job?

Usually i hate my job but what i like about it is :

- i can use jeans, tshirt and tennis
- it's easy, everyday it's the same
- all the supervisors i coordinate likes me
- i'm good at what i do

A few hours ago i wrote that i was having a bad feeling, like something wrong was going to happen, well guess what?, i was fucking right..

An hour after i wrote my last update i got a call from my mom telling me my dad arrived fine and was already at the hotel but that he was still sick, he puked while he was driving ther and had a hard stomach ache, i knew this was just the beggining. She told me he didn't want to go to the doctor and will wait till morning to see how he is feeling.

Then she told me about my sister and that's when the real trouble begins.

My mom read an email my sister sent to my dad where she is telling him bullshit about her, like that she was spending all the money in useless stuff and that she didnt do anything in the house, how she was inviting all her family for christmas and she had to sleep in the floor because of that and some other bullshit that is not worth posting here. I was angry and shocked, mostly because my mom started crying when she was telling me this over the phone.

Her voice broked along with my heart, she sounded dissapointed, angry, betrayed, broken and lonely, it was so hard hearing her crying over the damn cellphone and not being there to comfort her. I was in shocked, specially when she told me sobbing, 'i've never thought my own daughter would hurt me this way'

I was crying while i was trying to help her and after i hung up i just couldn't concentrate at work, i just wanted to leave as fast as i could so i can be with my mom, imagine the shocked i had, i've never heard my mom cried that way, not even when my grandma died. I called my boss and asked her if i can leave earlier, i'm pretty sure i sounded like shit by the phone and she was like, 'well mmmh, ok go,' i dont care if she punish me or if gets in trouble because of this, i needed to be with my mom, here, for her. I also worried my fave supervisor at work, he went to my place to see if he could do something to help me.

Damn, i knew my sister was an asshole but to tell all this shit to my dad just to get her in trouble, that's unforgivable! i can't imagine she can be that kind of person, doing this to your own mother, telling bullshit and lies to your own dad just for him to hate her? she deserves the worst punishment ever and you don't know how much it hurst me to write this.

I'm pissed off at my sister and i'm worried for my dad, i couldnt reached him on his cellphone, i don't know if he's feeling fine now or if he's still suffering, i hate feeling like this, i hate feeling so useless for them.

I'll not be able to sleep fine tonight, i truly don't want to, i still need to speak with my sister about all this shit she is doing, she locked herself in her room, tomorrow she will know me. She can't treat people like this, specially when it's your own family.

I will not forgive her for making my mom cried.

I'm not feeling too well perhaps i ate too much chinese food or is my 6th sense telling me something is or will go wrong. I hope is just a bit of stomach ache.

I'm at work right now, everything's fine here that i'm completely bored, they shutted down my pc again, i truly don't care anymore, if my boss doesn't want to do anything about it i'll do the same.

Went to BestBuy with my sister this morning and we lost the parking ticket, it sucked, we had to do a lot of stuff just to get out of the damn place! i was mad and annoyed.

Anyway, i was able to buy my dad a PC Strategy game of the Roman Empire and a BBC documental of Roman Emperors, he gets bored when he's off work so i wanted to cheered him up with those presents.

A supervisor came today while i was playing with my cell and he gave me a little present, a candy lollypop, loved the gesture.

Off to my pc, perhaps i'll draw something, i'm totally drained.

What are you most looking forward to this week? What are you least looking forward to?

What i'm looking forward right now is payday this Friday! and i'm least looking forward to work 9 hours and a half this Monday!! Stupid schedules!!

Remember the QOTD that was posted a few days ago? About how you spend your money? well, my answer was Anime and Manga, and yesterday i went to the Anime Mall and spent $82.5 bucks in just a few hours, can't help it, i'm addicted to it. 

Mangas i bought,
- Doting Love Strip
- Gekka no Kimi Vol. 1
- Kill Me Kiss Me (Manwha) Vol. 1
- Play Boy Blues (Yaoi!!)
- Love Celeb Vol. 1

Animes Series i bought,
- Ayakashi
- Tokko
- Meine Liebe
- Vampire Knight
- Zombie - Loan
- Nabari No Ou (Disc 2)
- Akira

I have to promise myself to buy mangas only when i read reviews about them so i stop myself from buying mangas i don't like. It's pretty expensive buying mangas, will probably just see all the anime i have at home, like 20 series jaja.

Ok, off to see a new episode of Junjou Romantica 2!!! i love having my daily dosis of Usagi/Misaki!

They moved my schedule at work for this Monday, my shift will be from 2:30pm till 12am, sucks right? one of our coworkers is sick, she called me and she sounded like shit, i knew i was going to have trouble as soon as i arrived, because no one was watching my project and because they disconnected my pc again, i truly hate it. My boss didn't care about me, for some unknown reason she thinks i'm an idiot and i hate that. Why she thinks that? *sigh*

Today i went to the Anime Mall, spent a lot of money :D, will tell how much as soon as i can post the pics i took, damn, i hate not being in my own laptop, i'm at my parent's house, will go in a few hours to a 4x4 trip, dont want to, i'm so tired i can sleep a whole weekend, you know i work 6 days a week and yet, they want me to go to trips on my free day? really, it sucks! i just want to a lazy girl, sleeping all day, watching tv and playing games.

Off to bed, it's almost 2am and have to be up at 5:45am, so much fun *sarcasm*

By the way, i fucking love these two guys! an OTP that's for sure :p